Monday, December 20, 2010

Christmas time is here.

With all the Joy's and tears.

Tears for many of us who deal with infertility as some celebrate without a child again. Tears for some of us who deal with infertility as we realize the true gift we have been given by God in allowing our treatments to work and giving us a child.

I am one of those lucky ones. Doodle will be 2 next month and my husband and I are hoping to make ours a family of 4 sometime after the new year. Each time a holiday hits I find myself choking up over little moments and small traditions. Choking up because I am so lucky to have a child to experience these things with. Choking up because it easily could have been the other way.

I teared up this spring watching him search for Easter Eggs, again this fall while carving Jack-O-Lanterns, and again while decorating our Christmas tree.

I can only imagine what it will feel like watching his excitement Christmas morning, baking Christmas Cookies together for Santa, and snuggling next to the fire watching our Christmas favorites.

I am so Thankful.

God Blessed us..

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